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. trying to find
that all elusive peace of mind

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Wednesday
+10/08/2008 01:55:00 AM


I want a break... im struggling to stay on the road, my mind floating to everywhere yet no where. Feel very stretched like too little butter on a slice of toast. I do not speak. I don't know what to say. Not anti-social, just incapable. A part is missing somewhere, where it has gone I do not know. I want it back but I fear it will not be genuine. I am an extremely proud person. Yet my pride means nothing if i stay silent. There is a belief that strong people keep their silence and soldier on during the hard times. I believe in that. I believed that i am strong. At this very moment it is the exact opposite. Being strong takes alot out of you. Tired. I believe that people over think things these days. I too am guilty of that. More then ever i realise blood is thicker than water. I do not wish for your fake concern neither do i wish to give fake concern. When I listen, I listen... I am not merely waiting for my turn to speak.

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Thursday
+12/06/2007 12:34:00 AM


our support will always, always be with you bro.
we'll miss you

take care


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Tuesday
+11/06/2007 04:02:00 PM


my place!!







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+10/23/2007 01:27:00 PM





Dinner at the Czech's house
Menu:
Roasted drunken duck
Sauerkraut
Potato dumplings [ bigass versions of gnocchi ]
2 slabs of beer

Food was awesome! Czechs seriously incorporate alcohol in anything & everything they do. I swear! Fuckin unbelievable! =D
We drank & played poker till i missed the last tram home. So they were like, "GOOOD! come drink summore!"
I can't believe a managed to keep up with them.
haha
Fell asleep as soon as my head felt the pillow.
Woke up this morning/afternoon & had cake & coffee for breakfast in their garden.
The weather was the perfect combination of sun & wind.
Oh man, having a garden is so friggin nice man.
Really had a good time!



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Monday
+10/22/2007 12:26:00 PM



I got it!!!

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