Friday
+10/06/2006 12:52:00 AM
I can say nothing.
Not to anyone.
No one saw what the real issue is.
I'm tired of solutions to the wrong problem.
It is not what they think.
People want what they can't have.
True.
Although there're very few things in life that i really want.
It is the same for me.
But i knew enough not to go crazy over the impossible.
Accepted it .
I realised that what i had was probably more than i deserve.
And learned how to appreciate it.
Losing that was the thing.
That was difficult to accept.
I suppose I just have to get used to this.
The pressure leaks out now.
Maybe because I'd already cracked.
I guess cracking is good in a way so it doesnt build up within...
So many people have so much problems, so much more crushing then mine,
yet I got so affected by this...
Embarrassing? well it is a little bit but then again this is who I am.
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The evanescence of a star in the dawning sky,
Is it gone?
No it's not.
It just doesn't shine in your sky anymore.
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