Saturday
+10/14/2006 03:44:00 AM
I want to sleep for a thousand years.
Dreamless sleep.
Getting sick of being awake.
My timing is totally screwed.
Even my darkest darkest nightmare i wouldn't mind.
Cuz that's not real.
And i will wake up from it, rather than waking up to it.
I'm floating from one place to another.
In mind, and in body.
Wherever the current takes me.
My anchor doesn't work anymore.
A friend said to me, "i treat my blog as my room, a place where i am totally comfortable and just write whatever i want..."
*hit me if i misquoted =P
I think it's cool that he's so open.
Tried to think of it in those terms but it's kinda weird, cuz this room of mine would be open to everyone and that makes me uncomfortable.
Guess its more like a window into my room...
You catch glimpses of my room.
But my shutters are usually all you'll see.
Right now they aint working too well though.
Nothing is.
I think i've been awake too long.
*such a stupid sounding post i know
hehe
sun's gonna be up in just a little while more...
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