Wednesday
+10/08/2008 01:55:00 AM
I want a break... im struggling to stay on the road, my mind floating to everywhere yet no where. Feel very stretched like too little butter on a slice of toast. I do not speak. I don't know what to say. Not anti-social, just incapable. A part is missing somewhere, where it has gone I do not know. I want it back but I fear it will not be genuine. I am an extremely proud person. Yet my pride means nothing if i stay silent. There is a belief that strong people keep their silence and soldier on during the hard times. I believe in that. I believed that i am strong. At this very moment it is the exact opposite. Being strong takes alot out of you. Tired. I believe that people over think things these days. I too am guilty of that. More then ever i realise blood is thicker than water. I do not wish for your fake concern neither do i wish to give fake concern. When I listen, I listen... I am not merely waiting for my turn to speak.Labels: random
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